a part a me wwishes that i could havve kept up with one of these sooner, but then the other - more logical - part a me remembers the ovverbearin halfwwit of a fuckgrub i wwas and thanks the evverlovvin cods that there isnt record of such juvvenile rubbish on the wweb. wwho the fuck wwould havve wanted to read that anywway, least of all me. evven this blog is privvate and im twwenty times more adjusted than i wwas just a swweep ago. not that my situation is any better, but it is changin.
i talked to kar about joinin the fleet the other night, and it seems like hes just as hellbent on provvin himself as i am. at least theres one a us wwhos signin up the same time that i wwould. not that eq or any of the other trolls dont matter, but i decided a wwhile ago that i dont wwant to stay attached to anyone wwho has only a good fivve swweeps left a them before theyre convverted into invvasion fodder. plight of the landwwellers and such. oh wwell, kars different. hes not like the other landwwellers wwho wwalloww around in their owwn melodramatic misfortune. kars a leader with more spunk than the lot a them combined. i mean, the guy has some self esteem issues and a temper than can powwer a thousand suns, but its nothing a wwardobe change and a wwell-meanin moirail cant fix.
he can be so fuckin dense i hope it doesnt get him krilled
anywway, talkin to him made me think a wwhat evveryone else is lookin into. ter and gam got accepted into that legislacerativve/subjugulator trainin academy and a course vvris aint tellin me wwhat shes up to, the fickle wwench she is. kan is assumably tendin to the mothergrub already... and knowwing that theres less than a swweep left before i actually havve to start wworryin about that thing is terreefyin.
im not too concerned, howwever. fef has alwways said that she cant wwait until she gets her turn as empress and gets to do things her wway. once she realizes that im wworkin towwards that same goal a hers she'll realize wwho's wworth her wwares. im goin to expand the boundaries a Alternia across time and space and givve her room to do anyfin and evveryfin shes evver wwanted. its only a matter a time, and fef knowws i keep my wword. maybe then shell sea things strait and realize shes flushed for me too.
of course i cant do this alone. ivve been doin my research on all the major vvictories claimed by the fleet this far and noww i knoww the tricks a the trade. right beloww tactical knowwledge and military prowwess, the most important - and most ovverlooked- facets to a captains success is obtainin the the right equipment and havvin complete command a the vvessel.
and i knoww just the repugnant bileblood for the job