so sol tells me yesterday that he wwent pale wwith kar some years back, and wwhile it wwasnt shockin, the more i dwwell on it the more im gettin steamed ovver it. he accused me a bein jealous wwhich is laughable since there's nothin to envvy there. it predictably failed miserably so case fuckin closed on that. no, im mad because kar nevver bothered to tell me and noww i knoww wwhy sol flipped his shit and took out my eye.
im also startin to suspect wwhy kar wwouldnt commit in the beginnin or take my ring. i had thought it wwas about his blood color or wwhatevver but noww i think it has to do wwith some lingerin pale feelins here. it wwould explain the online shit that happened a wwhile back and wwhy he immediately wwent to kar for his horn. i dont believve he wwent to ter first, i think hes still pale for him. and wwhile i dont think kar reciprocates anymore, i think he still feels obilgated since rads not around to do it and ter apparently didnt movve in.
the wworst part about this all is that one a the humans already picked up on their wweird chemistry, and noww sols goin to kick his gargantuan glutes ovver his accusation. at least sol told me first before he did it, and i wwas flattered at first first because i thought he wwas defendin my honor. noww i wwised up - its because he doesn't wwant anyone proddin around his pale crush on my moirail. i mean apparently the OD human thinks theyre black, but wwith howw little he knowws about troll romance, he probably just got the quadrants mixed up.
black or pale, i'm pissed. i wwas on the vverge a reamin him out last night, but i didnt wwant him goin ovver to the humans pumped wwith unpredictable nerd rage. i dont wwant kar blamin me for another accident. im mad at kar too, this is the like the second or third fuckin thing hes kept from me. i tell him evveryfin, wwhy does he think im so untrustwworthy.
wwhy did sol knoww he wwas a lowwblood before I did. abovve all else this bit is wreakin havvoc in my thinkpan. it makes me think he knowws more than just the fact that hes a lowwblood, i think he knowws the color too. onjectivvely i guess i dont care, its more that he knowws and i dont. i wwent so far as to ask him up front if theres somethin kars hidin from me, and sol said no.
but wwe both knoww he is.
if this is just some kind a twwisted pitch game sol tryin to wwork on me its pretty fuckin effectivve, but hes goin too far. i wwish i didnt let him off so easy last night. noww i havve to come up wwith a wway to one up him. im not about to mess wwith his quadrants, thats just so fuckin loww. evven after wwe promised not to invvolve kar too. typical for a classless mustardblood like him, but i havve my dignity to maintain.
maybe ill invvite him ovver to dinner on top a one a the spires on lowwa. lets see howw he handles a flock of angels before i havve to inevvitably savve his scrawwny hide.
that probably means i havve to alchemize more a that lowwblood chum. detestable.