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wwhy couldnt he just come out and say it. wwell i guess i have an idea or twwo. probably has to do wwith my history a wwantin to eradicate evvery last one a them and he figured i wwould group him in. wwould i though ivve been askin myself that question evver since he signed off. i dont get it i dont. hes unlike any lowwblood ivve evver heard a i mean he really cant be one a them can he. hes like some fangbeast dressed in wwoolbeast clothes or somefin hes definitely the top a the landwweller scale he cant be a lowwblood.

though he aint like spiderwwench or that swweatin cretin either

my thoughts are hes probably some wwound up greenblood wwith a chip on his shoulder and a penchant for passion. he could a just told me i mean i wwould have ripped on him but i still talk to kan and that cat girls not bad i guess. oh wwho am i squiddin green is insufferable i mean we wwiped out a wwhole caste a them but its better than that wwhat that lousy lispin scoundrels got runnin through his vveins. damn him to shell.

im still beatin myself up ovver howw horrible that wwhole exchange wwent. i wwould havve to be glubbin him up wwhen kar dropped that on me id rather havve unloaded that on - actually no eq wwould havve been wworse. maybe gam at least he wwouldnt havve remembered it the next day. or hour. at any rate i left that convversation confused and disgusted and fuck and i just cant stop thinkin about that infuriatin laugh a his.

the fucker actually thought i wwas wwaxin pale for him howw embarrassin for the both a us. i must havve recovvered at some point though i mean he accepted the duel.

i dont knoww wwhy i feel the wway i do about it i mean ivve had my fair share a duels in the past and this is goin to be a fuckin pushovver but i feel theres still somethin more to this i cant explain. ivve already picked out five different sets a gear and theyre all terrible none a them wwill do. i probably havve to go out and get a wwhole neww wwardobe for this and i dont evven knoww wwhat the problem is. id hit up seahorsedad for advvice but like fuck hed understand and its not like i can tell him 'oh nothin just headin off to go spar wwith a revvoltin mustardblood i might be home late' hed flip his evverlovvin pouch insideout and hed totally take it the wwrong wway. on top a that i cant believe i still havve a curfeww im practically 8 swweeps old already cant he just finally let go.

regardless my options for vventin about this are practically null. evven if kar wwas still talkin to me i dont think id evven ask for his opinion on this and like fuck id go to fef about her owwn wwhatevver he is to her noww

kans livvin like a hermitcrab in the cavves and rarely signs on

and vvris wwould just laugh in my face

its times like this i really wwish i could hit up crabdad he wwouldnt judge me. hes nevver been anyfin but open and wwelcomin to me at least wwhen hes not hungry or screechin like a dyin siren.

i guess this all doesnt really matter anywway since once the game starts wwell all be talkin again and im shore evveryfin wwill go back to normal

maybe evven better than normal

maybe by then ill knoww wwhen i start my trainin

maybe by then my quadrant plan wwill reach neww heights and i wwont feel so unsure a things come my next wrigglin day

maybe by then kar wwill fuckin knoww wwhat he wwants to do wwith himself and stop actin like such a fuckin fool

this calls for some serious retail therapy

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