CA: Mope

May. 14th, 2014 09:47 pm
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-- caligulasAquarium [CA] has started trolling carcinoGeneticist [CG] --

CA:
kar
CG:
ERIDAN?
CA:
youre not dead right
CG:
HOLY FUCK, YOU'RE SPEAKING TO ME NOW?
CA:
ter wwouldnt say if you wwere wwith her
CG:
WHY THE FUCK DO YOU CARE??
CA:
sol only spoke to me long enough to ream me out
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wwhy the fuck do you think i care
CA:
havve you read any a the letters i sent
CG:
I DON'T FUCKING KNOW, ASSHOLE, IT'S NOT LIKE YOU--
CG:
NO
CG:
I WANTED TO TALK TO YOU NOT GET A GIANT FUCKING SPIEL OF SHITHIVE MAGGOTRY
CA:
you havve
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and wwhat shithivve maggotry
CA:
if you read those letters youda knowwn that ivve been searchin nonstop for answers
CG:
WHAT FUCKING ANSWERS??
CG:
WHAT IS THE FUCKING QUESTION??
CA:
to wwhy you think you wwere hatched
CA:
wwith that blood color
CG:
THERE WASN'T ANY REASON WHY
CA:
no but there wwas
CA:
its this game
CA:
its changed you
CA:
its fucked wwith us more wways than one
CG:
IT JUST HAPPENED, AND THEN I DIDN'T GET CULLED ON
CG:
I DON'T FUCKING KNOW, AN ACCIDENT
CG:
OR SOME JADEBLOOD FALLING ASLEEP AT HER POST
CG:
OR WHO FUCKING KNOWS.
CA:
you evven said yourself mutants get culled on spot
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and as much as crabdad is a great lusus
CG:
YEAH. WHEN THEY GET FOUND OUT
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ivve nevver heard of a mutant gettin picked up by a lusus before
CA:
it seems so fuckin unlikely
CA:
so i did some thinkin and i think it happened after crabdad picked you up
CA:
i think this game and its fuckin fetish for that color wwith the humans and NPCs and LOPAH and wwhatnot
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kneww youd be the leader
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and changed you
CG:
...CRABDAD ISN'T ON-SPECTRUM EITHER.
CA:
wwhat
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impossible
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so the game
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wwent that far back
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howw much has it fucked wwith us
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i dont wwant to knoww
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all i knoww is that it needs to be stopped
CA:
this game kar
CG:
WHAT ABOUT IT??
CA:
its out to undo our vvery existance
CG:
IT DIDN'T FUCKING CAUSE THIS SHIT.
CA:
our race
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our story our evveryfin
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its wworkin from the inside out and literally crawwlin through our vveins
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until wwere nothin but remnants a wwhat wwe wwere
CG:
WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT
CA:
look at wwhat it did to you
CA:
wwhat it did to us
CA:
wwhat it did to evveryone
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our planet
CG:
ERIDAN I DON'T FUCKING GIVE A SHIT WHAT THE RETARDED REASON BEHIND IT WAS
CA:
thats because its fucked wwith your head
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youre
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youre its messanger
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youre its somefin or other
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its made you itsowwn
CG:
....WHAT??!?!
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and because i pity you and am eternally devvoted to the memory of wwhat you once wwere
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i havve made a vvow to destroy this thing
CA:
lowwaas already levveled
CA:
im wworkin on lobaf next
CG:
'ONCE WERE'??!!
CG:
FUCK YOU, FUCK YOU
CG:
I'VE ALWAYS BEEN THIS COLOR, ASSHOLE
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wwhile that may be true
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DON'T FUCKING TURN AROUND AND
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DISCOUNT SHIT
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discount
CG:
EITHER, IT MATTERED OR IT DIDN'T I WASN'T SOME DIFFERENT FUCKING
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all im sayin is that this game obvviously had a hand in it
CA:
mutantbloods are rumors
CA:
legends
CG:
MUTANTS ARE ACCIDENTS AND GET CULLED. THAT'S ALL!!
CA:
spooky shit that your lusus tells you so youll behavve and go the fuck to sleep
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but you wwerent
CG:
YOU WERE GOING TO FUCKING ACCEPT I WAS A LIMEBLOOD, WHO HAVE BEEN EXTICT FOR GENERATIONS, BUT YOU CAN'T HANDLE THE
CA:
and the game somehoww made an alien beast
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and put it on fuckin alternia
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to raise you
CG:
***FUCKVUOU***
CG:
IT'S NOT, I'M NOT AN ALIEN.
CA:
limebloods are documented
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YOURE not
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youre not an alien
CG:
FUCKING RIGHT I'M NOT GOD
CG:
GOD
CA:
youre a troll
CA:
a troll that this game intentionally planted
CA:
or somefin
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but that aint fair
CA:
this game needs to be destoryed
CG:
SO YOU'RE GOING TO KILL EVERYBODY???
CA:
sol implied theres other timelines
CA:
maybe evveryfin wwill wwork out in one at hose
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if this game is wworkin against us
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then ill wwork against it
CG:
SO YOU'RE GOING TO KILL EVERYONE IN *THIS* TIMELINE
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its our only hope
CG:
FUCK. YOU.
CG:
FUCK YOU!!
CG:
IF I WANTED TO FUCKING DIE I WOULD HAVE FUCKING TOLD YOU THREE SWEEPS AGO AND GOTTEN A CLEAN CULL
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no stop
CG:
WHAT, YOU WOULD HAVE.
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i knoww
CG:
...RIGHT.
CA:
theres a reason ivve been distancin myself from
CA:
you
CA:
i dont trust myself near you
CG:
YOU CAN'T FIX EVERYTHING BY DESTROYING IT.
CA:
it wworks for the game
CG:
AND
CG:
I -
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i dont wwant to cull you
CG:
WELL FUCKING GOOD! I DON'T WANT TO FUCKING DIE!
CG:
I DON'T WANT MY MOIRAIL TO MURDER ME, ESPECIALLY
CA:
i thought you thought i dumped you
CA:
thats wwhat you told sol
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wwhat you probably told ter
CG:
BECAUSE I THOUGHT YOU DID!!!!
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about howw im a horrible fuckin moirail and a cascist
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didnt bother to mention howw ivve done nothin but search for a wway to hellp
CG:
I STILL, I MEAN-- HOW THE FUCK ARE YOU EVEN, IF YOU WANT TO DOOM THE TIMELINE AND ALL OF US, AND YOU WON'T LET ME SEE YOU OR TOUCH YOU
CG:
HOW IS THAT STILL. ANYTHING.
CA:
intentionally keepin myself awway from you so those urges dont rise again
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not gettin any sleep
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im too tired to cry
CG:
YOU CAN'T BE PALE FOR SOMEBODY YOU WANT TO CULL!!!!!!!!
CA:
ivve already done enough
CA:
of that
CG:
DON'T FUCKING
CG:
GOD.
CA:
/i/ dont wwant to cull you
CA:
the sentient, logical
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conscious part a me does not wwant to cull you
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though i should for your lies and slander
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but the games the one wwho ultimately fuck you ovver
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i can identify that noww
CG:
WHY WOULD YOU SAY THAT
CA:
wwhy wwould i say wwhat
CG:
THAT YOU SHOULD
CA:
i wwas bein facicious
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im pissed
CG:
WHFY WOULD YOU SAY TAHT
CA:
karkat i wwould nevver cull my pale fated moirail
CA:
do you understand
CA:
you can tell any fuckin lie
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get all my quadrantmates to hate me wwhatevver
CG:
DON'T FUCIINF SAY SHIT LIKE THAT THEN!!!!
CG:
IT WASN'T A LIE
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and ill be disappointed and pissed and wwonder wwhy in the FU-
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wwhat wwasnt a lie
CG:
YOU WOULDNT FUCKIG TOUCH ME YOU CORNERD ME IN A ABLUTIONVLODCK I THFLOUGH YOUCWANTED
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TO CULL ME I THOUGHT YOU WERESBRE AKING UP
CA:
i wwas fuckin PROTECTIN you
CG:
ZHIT, SHIT, I NEED A
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shhhhh
CG:
MINIUTE
CA:
kar
CA:
this is goin to havve to do for noww
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im
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im cryin too okay
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until i get this game to stop fuckin wwith us
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and until curb wwhatever shits compellin me to rip you the fuck appart
CG:
YOURE SUXH A FUCJING ASS HOLE
CA:
so are you
CG:
YEAH PRETTH MUCH!!!!!!!!!
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but thats wwhy wwere here
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i knoww i scared you
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and you scared me
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and it seemed like a night terror that wwouldnt end
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and i nevver wwant to livve through that again
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and i knoww you dont either
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i nevver want to look at you and think those things again
CG:
SO WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO FUCKING DO
CA:
undo it
CA:
find a glitch
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somefin
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AND IF YOU CAN'T, THEN WHAT??
CA:
i dont knoww
CA:
i havvent thought that far ahead
CA:
ill come up wwith a plan wwhen i get there
CG:
BECAUSE. IF YOU CAN'T.
CG:
IF YOU CAN'T DEAL WITH IT I
CA:
dont
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dont say it
CG:
I UNDERSTAND BUT DON'T
CA:
dont FUCKIN say it
CG:
ERIDAN.
CA:
karkay
CA:
karkat*
CA:
this is
CA:
this is supposed to be unconditional
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so i wwont stop until i find a wway
CG:
....TO REMOVE THE CONDITION.
CA:
i wwill destroy evveryfin in my wwake
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to make this /wwork
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THAT'S NOT HOW IT WORKS.
CA:
i havve faith it will
CA:
i havve to
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its all i havve
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i miss you more than wwords can say
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i dont havve you here to pap me dowwn
CG:
I MISS YOU TOO DUMBASS.
CA:
i dont havve you here to cry on
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or sleep with
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so this is all i havve
CA:
i havve to get back to levvelin planets
CG:
I'M SORRY ABOUT ALL THIS SHIT
CA:
i forgivve you for tellin ter and sol
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and for thinkin i dumped you
CG:
DON'T FUCKING TRASH EVERYONE'S PLANETS--
CA:
since you wwere probably as upset as i wwas
CG:
I DIDNT FUCKING TELL THEM!!!
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but its the game
CA:
the games to blame
CG:
THEY FOUND OUT. IT WAS AN ACCIDENT.
CA:
i wwant to believve you
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ill choose to
CG:
....RIGHT.
CG:
BECAUSE I'M NOT FUCKING TRUSTWORTHY.
CG:
RIGHT.
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and somewhere on one of our planets must be somefin
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and im going to find it
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i wwant to trust you
CA:
i guess i should trust you evvenmoreso no
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that its out in the open
CG:
ERIDAN JUST COME OVER. DON'T LEVEL ANYONE'S PLANETS, DON'T FUCKING CHASE AFTER SHIT THAT'S NOT --
CG:
COME OVER.
CA:
let me havve this
CA:
i cant wwait until i can come ovver kar
CG:
IT'S NOT GOING TO FUCKING HELP ANYTHING!!!
CA:
my heart, body, mind evveryfin is screamin for me to come ovver
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but im terrified
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wwhat if as soon as i see you my heart, mind and body starts screamin at me to do somefin else
CA:
do you knoww wwhat it feels like to havve to protect your moirail from /yourself/
CA:
ill nevver be the same
CG:
SHHHHHHH
CA:
cod
CA:
what i wwouldnt do to hear it wwith my owwn ears
CG:
THIS IS THE WORST. I SWEAR TO FUCK.
CA:
at least i knoww you dont hate me
CA:
i thought as much these past few days
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livvin on your memory alone
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its all that got me through
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that and the adreninilne
CG:
SHOULD I READ THOSE STUPID LETTERS
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theres not much in them that i havent already said
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me figurin out that
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the games had a hand in this
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howw much ivve missed you
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thoughts
CG:
PLANS TO DOOM TIMELINES??
CA:
basically me pilin to myself and a sheet a blank sheetscribe
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yeah that shit
CA:
shit youd find plenty pitiful
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youll probably get a kick out of it
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but speakin a wwhich
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i need to get back to it
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ill let you knoww if somefins changed
CG:
WHAT THE FUCK, *DON'T* *ATTACK* *THE* *GAME*
CA:
wwait a little longer kar
CA:
ill be there soon
CA:
i knoww it
CA:
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-- ca stopped trolling cg --

CG:
ERIDAN DON'T


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